Brittany D

Okay, so i had an email through hotmail and i forgot the password. I couldn't retrieve it, i forget why, but anyways, i used that email to talk to my uncle. I now have a new email address through hotmail, but my uncle has been given a few days to live. I really want access to the old emails we used to send to eachother, but i can't get into my account. When i press forgot password, i do the steps then it tells me that instructions will be sent to my old email. Well, i cant get into my old email. What can i do? I really want to email the company for help, but i cant find any contact information to talk to them personally. i really want these emails, they are very special to me. They are the last things we said before he had his surgery a few months ago. please help!
Thank you both so much!